issues.

I have trust issues.

Q: Why?
A: Because every time I trust someone I fall flat on my face.

So? 
Now, I am just saving my nose and not trusting and hence not falling and hence much safer. 











over and out.

misplaced sanity

I have been on this ‘blame-the-flirt’ road before.


(here not that this gets negated, the argument is furthered)

But today is a new day.

A flirt is someone who just likes the ‘good’ part of it. 

Now,let me explain. When in the honeymoon period of the romance, you have so much to talk about, the other person on the other end of the line is all crazy about you and you are the perfect (-est) person in the entire world.

The whole world suddenly paints itself in different shades of yellow.

Now as the day progresses the perfect you turns into everything that is wrong with the world. The intrigue that was so attractive before now seems like the unnecessary dark shade in the character. Your smile that could brighten up the night skies in the past suddenly now is too toothy (or maybe too wide or not wide enough).

Like that loaf of bread on the kitchen shelf you turn tasteless (and rotten) with time.

The flirt stands for the good things, does not let things decay, upholds the ‘hope’/’good’/’happy’ by not venturing into the unavoidable ‘decay’.They are the sanest of all.

Cheers to the flirt.

...

"Maya!"
"You know right?"

"yes."

"How did you know what I was asking?"

"Because I do."

.....

only a life lived could be worth writing about. 

zilch theory

how many times are you allowed to start your life from zero?

fuck who gives a shit about the rules.

the hard fact : if your starting point is the same you are nothing better than the dog who goes round and round trying to catch his tail.
get a life, find a bone. 

oh dear! baby, stop being a dog. 

:)

free will?

" But the question keeps staring you right in the face. You think about individuality for example, who you are. Who you are is mostly a matter of the free choices that you make. Or take responsibility. You can only be held responsible, you can only be found guilty, or you can only be admired or respected for things you did of your own free will. So the question keeps coming back, and we don't really have a solution to it. It starts to look like all our decisions are really just a charade.

Think about how it happens. There's some electrical activity in your brain. Your neurons fire. They send a signal down into your nervous system. It passes along down into your muscle fibers. They twitch. You might, say, reach out your arm. It looks like it's a free action on your part, but every one of those - every part of that process is actually governed by physical law, chemical laws, electrical laws, and so on.

So now it just looks like the big bang set up the initial conditions, and the whole rest of human history, and even before, is really just the playing out of subatomic particles according to these basic fundamental physical laws. We think we're special. We think we have some kind of special dignity, but that now comes under threat. I mean, that's really challenged by this picture."

-Chapter 6 - Free Will and Physics

imdb :
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0243017/

transcript:
 http://wakinglifemovie.net/
http://www.script-o-rama.com/movie_scripts/w/waking-life-script-transcript-linklater.html

OVER-RATED

*she'd only love two things. The first was her long dark hair. The second was how easily she could cut it off and not feel a thing. *

-500 days of Summer


I bet cigarette smoking is far safer than day dreaming. damn you reiterations.

hush.

easy come...easy go.

It is annoyingly easy for someone to come close...and suprisingly effortless to move away.

smiles

“I am worried about you L “

Surprising isn’t it how effortlessly someone/something can make your day?

random conversations: biologically speaking

this some 'gyaan' here...(read as left brain taking over and chokeslam-ing the right brain)

slam no. 1

---"I can tell you exactly which part of the brain does what. there are specific areas which are responsible for different things. the area for motivation, the area for concentration. There are areas  where all your senses go and interact, there are areas for fear, rage, aggression, lust and unlike otherwise thought, the quest to reach ME is to reach organically...knowing your body, biologically---


slam no. 2

---"you see a particular color and say this is green or red..there is a particular phenomenon which is known as synethesia..where if shon a particular color say red...the person will say it is number 3 and so on..."

no I didn't just make this up. now I know what Penny must be going through =P

doctors know that each feeling is nothing but a chemical 'locha' somewhere yet it is seen that most docs end up marrying people in their own profession. strange are the ways of the world. 

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*insert sentimental crap here*

blocked.starved.disillusioned.

....