i looked into the mirror that night.
just like that.
the face hidden, nothing else but eyes.
i have beautiful eyes.
they stared back at me.
was i staring at them, or they staring back at me?
was it the other way round?
i was as if in a trance.
like something beyond that.
it did not turn misty like it did before.
i was aware of something,
too aware to go beyond it, away from it to gain perspective maybe.
i was struck by something i am unaware of.
someone looked back at me, someone i did not recognize.
there was something amiss.
something somewhere amiss.
or maybe there has been too much that i had not kept up with.
i was looking at me, as if i was looking at someone else.
what does this mean anyways?
i am not making sense.